At the moment, I feel stuck.
In lots of ways, my life isn’t moving in the direction I’d like it to.
Some of this is a terrifying realisation and actually quite painful.
I’m not sure if it will start going in the direction I expected or how much longer I can wait for it to happen.
The most horrible thing is the decision making.
Because it’s not only me that it effects.
My life impacts the lives of many more than I’d care to admit – which is both heartwarming and distressing.
By changing my life course, I change not only my own, but all those around me.
I’m not entirely sure if I can carry that weight on my shoulders.